Long time since last time.
While nobody's readingm I'm writing...
While nobody's smiling, I am.
And while the world's happy, I'm not.
It's been a long time since I felt this hate and mistrust, I needed to begin writing again...
Can anyone understand, can anyone see me ?
I don't know... Whatever, I try to pull myself together again, and be the happy and funny guy.
The people at school sees me as a total diffrent person than I really am.
They laugh and're happy... But what am I, just the "funny guy" everyone relies on when they're down?
I have feelings too you know ?
I'M NOT AN EMPTY SHELL THAT YOU CAN FILL WITH YOUR DEPRESSION!
I'm already full of my own darkness... 
Bild tagen av; mor...
Jadu folk verkar inte fatta hu du egentligen mår och det tycker jag är jävligt tragiskt :( Det du går igenom kan faan inte vara kul, lider med dig :(
hälsningar mormor.
